Posts Tagged ‘with the holga’

  • June 18, 2011


    in my hiatus from blogging I was not, in fact, hiatusing from inspiration. there was a ton of inspiration to be had. more than I can even list. but here are just a few things that have done the job over the past few months.

    1. weekend vacations – often times, being what some might call an “adult” is overwhelmingly hard. sometimes you just feel inadequate and ill equipped to rise to the challenge. but the good thing about being what some might call an “adult” is that in these moments you also have the ability to step away. to get out of town just for a weekend. to give yourself a break. to remind yourself that your heart is beating and pulsing and regenerating. to think and imagine and create. and it is really great when being what some might call an “adult” means you can rent a hotel room all by yourself. and wander around annapolis. and write. and take pictures of people resting and breathing just as you are resting and breathing.

    2. let the great world spin by collum mccann – how wonderful to find a little book that makes you happy you are alive and know how to read. the images he paints with his words are just incredible. and for a little while his characters became my best friends. only the greatest of books can do that.

    3. fear – it seems antithetical. but sometimes the best inspiration for action is fear. fear of things changing. of things staying the same. fear of loss. of gain. fear of God.

    4. helplessness blues by fleet foxes – I can’t stop listening to them. it is a problem. their harmonies are perfect like simon and garfunkle. their lyrics are indelible and raw and honest. and all those instruments being traded around the stage and played impeccably by any one of the six members? I just can’t get enough. I am pretty sure I need to move back to the pnw as soon as possible so I can increase my chances of meeting robin pecknold.

    5. the bay bridge – so long and high and suspended in that beautiful, impossible way. it goes on forever in a way that makes you think that if you just keep driving straight you will drive right out into that hazy sky above the chesapeake bay. not to mention that I have now been on a bay bridge on both coasts of this country. something about that feels a bit “full circle” to me.

    6. the year of magical thinking by joan didion – never before have I experienced grief and mourning so clearly articulated in a matter-of-fact and yet achingly beautiful way. the ordinary instant…

    7. an empty house – I was so sad when betsy left for the bright lights of nashville. but the idea of an empty house seems somehow refreshing and revitalizing. like a blank sheet of paper. a box waiting to be filled. a body ready for new challenges. a mind ready for new ideas. a heart ready for new experiences. I think I like that.

    8. tapping keys – what a lovely sort of music, the sound my fingers make on the keyboard as I type out my imagination onto a white screen. what a lovely sort of music, the ping of the letters moving up and down. the thoughts flowing from brain to fingers to keys to screen. what a lovely sort of music.

    9. thunderstorms – lately its just been so hot. and humid and suffocating. but every once in a while those clouds roll in. and the sky opens up and lets all that humidity turn into what it is meant to be. every once in a while the clouds break open and the rain falls in heavy sheets. steaming off the hot asphalt. every once in a while everything gets washed away in a flash of thunder and lightening so bright night seems like day. and I am reminded that there is always a respite. if only for a moment before the heat begins again.

    10. smiling – sometimes I wonder what would happen if I smiled at everyone I made eye contact with. on the train. walking down the street. at the bagel shops and coffee shops and grocery stores I frequent. I worry that they would think I am silly and dumb. or would they appreciate someone noticing? would they smile back?

    11. listener – this should be somewhat obvious based on this. he inspires me with his passion and honesty and slight melodrama because let’s face it – we all wish we could be a bit melodramatic every once in a while. he inspires me with his words in songs like this. and this. and of course, this.



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  • December 1, 2010

    100 things

    100 simple things in the world I love:

    1. this recording of river by the forever lovely joni mitchell.
    2. leaves crunching underneath my feet.
    3. swing sets.
    4. a good laugh right from the belly.
    5. compassion.
    6. lonely trees.
    7. freshly baked bread. or cookies. or anything really.
    8. mix tapes.
    9. being read to.
    10. funfetti frosting. on funfetti cake mix.
    11. lake tahoe sunsets.
    12. generosity.
    13. chocolate soy milk.
    14. forts made out of couch cushions.
    15. words.
    16. the mountains.
    17. the beech house.
    18. sun-dried tomato hummus.
    19. tulips.
    20. cherries.
    21. library books.
    22. avocados
    23. origami cranes.
    24. flying kites.
    25. white string lights.
    26. lavender soap.
    27. accordions.
    28. college-ruled notebook paper.
    29. open fields.
    30. blowing bubbles.
    31. friends who come to visit.
    32. grilled onions.
    33. nailpolish in fun colors. especially of the purple variety.
    34. consistency.
    35. proud dads.
    36. colorful fine-point sharpies.
    37. genuine smiles.
    38. snowmen.
    39. hugs.
    40. tea light candles.
    41. dancing.
    42. nativity scenes.
    43. polaroids.
    44. old childrens books. especially peter pan.
    45. water.
    46. waking up to the sun instead of an alarm clock.
    47. oversized coffee mugs.
    48. flowers. especially of the wild variety.
    49. the perfume I have worn since high school.
    50. sparklers.
    51. wedding photos.
    52. dangly earrings.
    53. the sound of cars driving in the rain.
    54. meltaway mints.
    55. secret passageways.
    56. collages.
    57. mini oranges. especially of the clementine variety.
    58. clean sheets.
    59. face lotion with sunscreen already in it.
    60. limes
    61. stuffing. especially of the thanksgiving variety.
    62. coloring books.
    63. rain.
    64. sunlight.
    65. nutmeg.
    66. road trips.
    67. clouds outside airplane windows.
    68. foreign films.
    69. sno-cones.
    70. crocheted blankets.
    71. sugar cubes.
    72. black and white movies. especially of the cary grant and grace kelly variety.
    73. blackest black mascara.
    74. walking.
    75. jackets.
    76. accent walls.
    77. mini candy canes.
    78. vacuuming.
    79. sail boats.
    80. wine.
    81. thesauruses.
    82. going to the movies in the middle of the day.
    83. paper lanterns.
    84. silly faces.
    85. apple picking.
    86. tree climbing.
    87. cherry chapstick.
    88. making (and eating) dinner with friends.
    89. small adventures.
    90. words that rhyme.
    91. unexpected smiles.
    92. passion.
    93. lists (natch)
    94. advent calendars.
    95. bright striped beach balls.
    96. bicycles.
    97. learning new things.
    98. re-reading childrens books.
    99. thrift stores.
    100. fountains.

    what do you love?